im back. everyone's still the same.

...for awhile i didnt really feel like posting anything. because nothing was new, and well no shit. nothing really happened in the months that i stopped posting, just the same old stuff. so yes, there were times where i considered deleting this. but then i remembered the main reason why im doing this. its for my senior year, what its like, and how its from my perspective.

sure, the attention was nice, but like every thing that's "hot gossip" at tam, it goes away as soon as the people get "bored" of it. so i guess im simply updating this for my own sake, not for others.

so here we are, its the second semester of my senior year. my classes are pretty much easy. i've got 5 anyway. poetry is simple, i just write down experiences that i've had at shows i've been to. the teacher loves it and thinks i have a talent for it, i know i do, i just don't push myself. i mean, i am shy. all my other classes consist of me either sleeping, or staring at the whiteboard pretending that i'm paying attention to whats being taught, but all i'm thinking of is how awesome its going to be to get out of here. no more kids (mainly freshmen) screaming at each other about how they haven't seen each other since last night, on facebook. no more "gangstas" talking about the same func that happened last weekend, or however many mokes they took.

like, not much is going on right now, its probably due to the fact that i have no bicycle, a slightly broken ipod, no lady, and a shitload of graduation outcomes to meet that i haven't yet. winter formal is 40 bucks and theres no fucking free food, just appetizers, but your usually supposed to have dinner after..lolwut? and no chick wants to go with me most likely because i shave wrong and leave little patches of hair all over my face. or because "i'm weird" wow, that's original.

honestly, i just wanna ride my bicycle and scream. for a long time.